aaaaaaahhhhh-chhhhhhheeeewwww

I've been sneezing, I think I may have a cold coming, I have had that dry throat where you try to cough and sound like your faking it or something, so then you try to clear your throat but it ain't enough....Oh on with the Lemon and Honey...My two little dears have been snotting and smearing it all over the house no wonder I've caught something............

It’s mid week...nearly finished or ages till the weekend... it's that half empty half full analogy...

So I needed to put something else after my very sad day yesterday....I'm deciding to look at this whole situation as a half full experience and nearly the weekend frame of mind.. Keep plodding on and stiff upper lip and all that -- today had my lovely two run at me and nearly take me off my feet, love that nearly knocked me off my feet nice feeling and I didn't have to get undressed or drunk lol

and it begins..............

Today I got my first assignment from Uni - to add to my already complicated work load.....I also got some exceptionally bad news - My bestest 'work colleague' friend has been diagnosed with cancer so sad I can't say much else...............................

After the long sleep......

Wow I needed that had a bit of sleep time literally came back and slept every night as in went to bed with the children if not before..... Now I feel normal time to get back to the grind.......Back to a week of work oh well start as I mean to go on....i'll say - UPRIGHT and READY FOR IT -- bring it on..... 

what is wrong with me................

I am sleeping as in fell asleep last night at 7.30 pm after putting the children to bed I got up when my alarm went off at 5.45am put I still felt tired and went back to sleep --- could I have had too much sleep.......??

soooo what have you been doing....

well I have been trying to sleep, went away for a lovely weekend down to good ole Bognor Regis for a big weekend - adults only - was lots and lots of fun!!!! Getting my head around my new role at work it was very scary at first but now I see that I can do this and do it standing on my head - yesterday I went to my first class at college doing a GCSE in Psychology to help me better grasp my master course I'm doing at uni so everything has been all go go go go go goooooooooooooooo!!!!

Been doing a bit of reflecting as in why do I maintain such an untidy house even though I continually tidy my exterior space is a reflection of my interior space - so is my mind really that clutter and disorganised need to get the feather duster and storage solutions sorted for my brain!!

Tiredness....

Hazy head, blurry eyes something telling me I must say good night - I haven't been doing the put away thing very well today i'm blaming it on tiredness....................

Firsts.......

... Today I have decided I am going to put away stuff the moment I don't need them in order to minimise the clutter counters and lost important papers - we'll see how long I last..............

Return to study

I started a masters at uni today, very excited but somewhat scared about whether or not this is going to work out for me... I mean what am I thinking I got two children a crazy place of work and then I am actively putting myself into further debt by paying for the pain of a higher education course to further drain my time, mental resources and financially resources.....well I still loved today and I am totally looking forward to another string to my bow...

Arrrrrggggghh

This initially appeared blank because while posting on the Sunday it somehow deleted and came out that way and I felt it was time to end my day as it had been going so badly....I shall enlighten you...I had decided to enjoy my last weekend of freedom and ensure that my daughter had a jolly good time at the end of her holidays - you know end it on a high, So I had my nephew round for a mad sleepover of craziness! Excellent! So at the end of the day I was taking my nephew back to his home which would have been a grand total of about a one hour round trip! But instead after leaving the house at 12.50 I returned at 21:46 - WHY!? I know I asked my self the same question - it was because my clutch decided to go on my going for going for greeeen car that was going very much at all - I just heard a weird noise then the car didn't make the brrrruuummmm noise and wouldn't engage in any gear and totally was losing power - I managed to steer it to the hard shoulder and panicked I had left the dinner on at home.......luckily I switched it at the last second to the slow cooker otherwise it would have totally disintegrated my whole house ...I actually originally typed this post in a very positive manner as we had a little picnic on the side of the motor way - while we waited for the patrol car - I had some blankets in the car from beach day, we then played football in the car park of Morrison’s after being towed off the motor way by the patrol car and was waiting for the recovery vehicle and had a lovely substitute dinner of wotsit sandwiches, doughnuts and water as it was Sunday every where was closed so I had to make do with what I could find at the petrol station. When I got home I got the children to bed and then proceeded to blog and everything thing I had typed disappeared - it suddenly dawned on me I needed to sleep so sleep I did - Monday is my first day back at school - I got lots of firsts this week....

My first day back...................or not!

I start this thinking about yesterday and the randomness of my train journey to London. I'll leave just like that.............today was my dreaded first day back at work! But get this it didn't happen yep I went there all bright eyed and bushy tailed or should that be all bleary eyed and hung tailed at 8.15 this morning after my 1 hour and 15 minutes commute to be told that the training had been CANCELLED! Cancelled I said a call would have been nice..............what a stupid place that I work at.. but on the bright side the sun was shining ever so brightly or rather brighter and I spent a lovely day in the garden with the kiddywinks.....tidying.........will my tidying days ever be done...!!

pinch, punch it's the first of the month....

I definitely needed a pinch this morning is it really September am I really returning to work so soon I haven't achieved hardly anything through this long six weeks of holiday......